hahhas suddenly thought of something worhs it jus struck mii mind soo ii was soo blur and confused nw derhs..should ii accept him? ii felt soo bad when he tried asking mii ferr patchiies ferr soo long lerhs.. was ii sympathying him or doo ii really hab feelings ferr him ii dunch noes.. or doo ii jus need someone's care? ii am soo confused nw.. after soo longg he still didn't gib upp..was he reaL.. ii kept thinking he was jus infactuation it won't last longg derhs budd looking backk now it's like norhs worhs..ii dunch wanna think bout it budd ii can't bear to be soo bad enuff to shut off frm him..although it's been a few weeks backk since he last spammed mii msgs regarding e matter budd ii jus replied short msgs.. ii knew he was tiredd..ii am too..ii dunch wishh tuhh waste his time budd ii can't settle wib an answer.. ii am in a confused state.. in a recent msg he said he was tiredd of all tis whiLe trying tuhh patchh upp wib mii budd ii rejected ferr upteen times cos ii still can't manage tuhh overcome e fact tat he couldn't be trusted in e first place.. ii trusted him and he betrayed miies trust..how could he? was all tat was on my mind at tat point of time..wadd he promisedd mii he didn't kept it..and it was jus a simple promised budd he could norhs keep tat promised..ii told him tat between a couple when dere's no trust it would be all over and dere's no point going on..he even lied tuhh mii even after ii foundd out..he said he would change and wishh tuhh hab another chance..ii told him ii couldn't overcome e past tat he once hurt mii..ii think we should both go ahead barhs dunch think bout it lerhs derhs..since his msgs hab been lesser ii hope we'll be able to start afreshh..winnie wake upp gal..stopp thinking bout it..he's norhs worth it.. =(
~sads now~