today went kbox with jeremy..klunch..sang for 3 hours..intended to go to singapore poly for the open house..check out what they have in store but jeremy got the dates wrong..the open house starts only tml..lol..a wasted trip..lucky my fare is only 45cents..hahhas..actually i wanted to watch Lady Cop And Papa Crook but jeremy didn't want to so we can't get to a conclusion and went to lot 1 to play arcade instead..planned to go for the poly open house tml with jeremy again..actually wanted to go with iris and kok haw..but kok haw is going out with his outside friends and then hang around for 30mins or so before leaving to shop with his friends for chinese new year clothes..msged minghan..cos he asked me previously whether i was interested in going but he say he's going with iris..what a pity..i wanted to go with iris and minghan but it's a little awkward larhs..cos the people going are shuqin, stella..i know i'm just being petty but i can't forget the incident which left a very deep mark..it's healing..don't want to elaborate about it..just that the people involved are friends of the above 2..and i think it will be awkward to hang out with them..i can't pretend nothing happened..though i understand that it isn't their fault and they were not involved..maybe even clueless about what's going on between us but i can't just act blur..i can't get over myself..so sorry to those stuck in between us..in the end i decided to go with jeremy and kenny..go earlier to avoid the last minute crowd..borrowing discs from jeremy and wonder if he'll bring it tml..i doubt so..but let's keep our fingers crossed..he seemed serious about it so i hope he brings it tml..goblet of fire..can see Robert Pattison!!