Okay i'm posting this post because i feel i need to talk to someone but there's no one who truly understands me. A friend of mine suggested writing to a diary & i thought i should let my feeling out here on this blog which is long neglected & hopefully forgotten by those who know i use to have a blog. I'm kind of disturbed & upset about a comment made by my classmate on facebook & i wonder if i am over-sensitive because i feel that it is directed at me. What she said may be a sudden fit of anger but i feel that if she has anything that she's unhappy about regarding me or whatsoever she should just tell me directly. She posted something after we are told to group ourselves up for a project & stormed out of a class when most of us cannot make a decision as to who to group with. Here's her post, "Group only what, why you all make it so hard. Tsk". I personally would not take offence for what she first posted because i understand that she was in a fit of anger at that moment of time but her comment on that post is a little too obvious that it's directed at ME. She said see all the guilty people didn't like my status. I am one who clearly didn't like her post so it was so so clear that she was referring to ME. I tried talking to her the next day & join in group conversations but she treated me as if i'm invisible. During a class she made a remark on what i said in front of the whole class & this time i'm sure she is taking things out on me over the grouping incident. It's not entirely my fault because the teacher demanded a male student in every group & our class is short of males. She could have selected her own group of people if she is unhappy about her group arrangement & not storm out of a class just like that. Since she didn't bother to care about it in the first place, why is she angry about it. She should accept it & not blame others about it. I can't possibly please everyone! Aren't we civilized people & adults who should not be doing this kind of childish stuff anymore? I don't know what's going on in her mind & its making me more & more upset when i try to think about it. It's really taxing that i am making myself unhappy over something that people said & i have no control over it. Probably i should just ignore & let it be. If she wants to ignore me & treat me as her enemy i have no choice because i already tried my best to talk to her but to no avail. Maybe i should treat her as invisible too.