hahhas jus had a chat wib him on msn..ii seemed cheerful..mii conver wib him was tat ii was always joking ard..teasing him..and..he seemed so serious..aniiways during e conver ii think ii got a few hints or something..okk dunch feel lik thrashing out tis old memories budd ii can't keep tis aniimores it would make mii an unhappy person..e main reason ii didn't wanna patchh wib him was becos ii didn't wanna get hurt again and again..mayb he didn't lie ii dunch think it matter aniimores nw cos to mii it iish really norhs tat impt aniimores..uhh..mii first lurve was a short and sweet one it lasted for onli uhh lemme see..ard 9 months onli..he broke upp wib mii cos he fell in lurve wib another gal..when he entered sec 1..ii rmb he told mii he would enter e same secondary sch as mii even if he results were so gd tat he can enter better schs..ii felt soo touched den..it was jie dii lian ii thought why norhs try out since he was younger den mii ferr onli a couple of months..didn't know tat things didn't turn out soo fine worhs.. it was reallii short..ii thought at tat time it was onli mii forking out..he didn't do aniithing..ii like him as he was caring and sweet..he would surprise mii wib small little gifts eachs time..even though it does norhs cost muchs ii would still be touched..he started treating mii coldly each time ii went to his klas and look for him..he would either say he had to stay back and had no time to date or he wouldn't reply mii msg if ii tried msging him..den ii found out he likes another gal..he didn't wanted to reveal it at first and kept saying it was jus a rumour..den he told mii since uu think tis way let's breakk upp.. ii was sads at first den thinking backks ii feel ii should be e one initiating e breakupp..he was e one at fault worhs..why iish it tat it seem lik it was him who ditchh mii..aniiways ii jus can't accept being hurt another time..mayb euu may think ii am selfish ferr norhs giving *him* another chance budd ii jus can't accept the fact of being soo sad..it's norhs becos he's norhs gd..ii jus had to think of manii reasons to reject him and norhs make him feel badd bout it..reasons are e only way ii can think of to reject euu..ii dunch wan it to be soo straightfoward and it might be a blow to euu..winnie arhs..new year ahead jus 2 more days..cheers and leave e past behind..euu shouldn't bring e memories of 2007 to year 2008 all hab to be locked upp forever!~